Monday, November 10, 2008

dead man were you ever alive?

I had a pretty good weekend. Didnt get alot done though. I just purchased 4 tickets to the Carolina - Arkansas game and went with my parents. We got down there with plenty of time before the game and had a fly over right over us. It was sweet. Michael Phelps was at the game, which I thought was pretty cool.

My creativity is blocked now. I cant seem to write anything. It might be because life is boring now and I need something to spice it up. I dont feel like doing much of anything anymore. Im stuck in a rut. Work, school, work, school. I havent been a good student. I need to make sure that I do my homework and I probably should start studying. I was thinking about joining the armed forces...but those thoughts have passed. I do feel like I need to do something with my life though. I no longer feel like I want to keep up with the same major. No longer sure what I want to do with my life. I wish I wouldve worked harder in my past so I would be farther ahead now..... I might start pushing harder so I can get out of tech. I dont want to be here. I much rather be somewhere like USC, I would even be happy with upstate. I guess that I was looking too far ahead into being a grown up that I didnt look at the right road to get there. Im now unhappy.....................with everything......

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